Waking past noon,
I’ve already let myself down.
Moments of not existing,
to my dad’s disquiet.

I’ve already let myself down
by missing class.
To my dad’s dismay,
I take a few medications late.

By missing class,
I have only spoken to one person today.
I take a few medications late
and forget to schedule my appointment.

I have only spoken to one person
in moments of not existing.
I’ve forgotten to schedule my appointment
as I’m waking past noon.